Namely, James Martin, Stephanie, Lindsay and the Jo[h]n's.

I saw James the other day at the skating rink where it was intensely cold and James claimed to have a headache. I was with Adryon and we were heading homewards from SKINLESS and decided to stop on in.

Tim, Dave and Mike showed up. Apparently James thinks it should have been an awkward time but I seriously think that Adryon and I are so wholly without care that how could it have been, really? Then I read Mike's diary which says something really mean about my beautiful Adryon and I realize that it was probably just awkward for him really so he has to make up for his insecurity by dredging up old bullshit that makes nobody but HIM feel bad and talk shit in his cool livejournal because he got dumped just like EVERYONE ELSE ON EARTH HAS.

I guess Tim and Mike also thought that James was gonna score with me or something and thats why I was there.

My little sister is really right about judging people. Little Jillie is smarter than people think.

I hung out at Steph's apartment and also went to the jolly flea with her on Sunday where I almost pulled a dime bag of mj out in front of Officer Gilrien who is a friend of my families' who was doing security at said jolly flea, which would have been a REALLY awkward situation.

[anecdote: All this talk of awkward reminds me of when Pat Herlihy told his dad "Your life is a series of moments in which you feel awkward." which, if you knew his dad, is probably true].

I also saw Lindsay who if I was a boy I'd ask on a date. She almost made me feel sorta nervous around her like butterflies but I think it might be because she's a familiar person yet we have never really gotten to sit together and talk and really bond. Adryon and I smoked with her at midnight in the snow. I also saw her alone on Friday night. She's so funny and smart and I think Lindsay really gets it right now.

I also saw Martha and Bill's 9 foot tall christmas tree and plethora of Simpson's toys.

I saw the No Name Maddox show on Thursday too. I want Shaun Andruk to be my best friend.

I'm seriously so far removed from everything that I'm basically watching bullshit unfold before me like its a big, stupid movie that I wish I could have stopped watching like, 2 years ago.

I also describe everything as bullshit lately.

Chrisruth used to say me and my girlfriends aren't like normal girls.