I hate parties.

Adryon is my only line to everything else. She holds the back of my neck in her mouth like the mother cat. She keeps me from smashing windows with baseball bats and picking fights with drunk people. She keeps my brain from really flying into space.

I think that if I didn't have someone to ground me I would be insane right now.

Last night only proved more to me that I fit in nowhere and that I am completely different than anyone else. I have trouble having conversations because everything just seems to tearing at the edges retarded that what is the point, really?

How long will this charade last?