I thought a lot about honesty these past few weeks there are bright white lights in my landscape where the genuine lies. It comes in every sensory form you can imagine- from the thanks from my boss to the music in my stereo to the words on this screen to the movie I saw on tv. My solitude has introduced me back to myself. I am beginning to really understand everything, I think, although I have no idea how I'm gaining this semblance of understanding.

to md: my sunshine. nj will always be the reason. you are a light in the dark of humanity.

to cs: what you have to deal with is beyond my comprehension level. i wish you got all the time in the world. i'm sorry it had to be you. i wish things were different.

to tb: i hope you get everything you want. i will miss what i never got to know. what little i did get to know was blindingly amazing. taurus rising.

to ad: always my only one.

to jm: you created this all with your words. thank you.

to ch: thank you for not giving a shit.

to dh: i cross my fingers for paths to meet again. march 6th created a base and i look forward to future scientific looks and meowrfs.

to fm: two surprises in one night. thank you for being so nice. you lit up my favorite girl's life for all eternity. thanks!

This weekend was beautiful and this morning I woke up with the biggest smile on my face.

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