i hang my heavy head tonight i'm all alone in my room i'll go insane i never meant for any of this to happen. ever. i want to smack all of you in your collective heads. line them up and knock them all into one another. the list of them would be quite impressive and i dont know if that would fortunate for me or unfortunate. i will never be able to reach anyone. i totally see how it is all panning out and it isn't in my favor. but what ever is really? i love you all.