The strangle hold slips away as I struggle to breathe quietly. I have tricked you all into thinking I was dead as a doorknob but really I've kept going. I hope my feigned death gave you the feeling you wanted as you turn your eyes to the other side of the room. I pull in a quick breath, careful you aren't paying attention to the rise and fall.I don't exactly have my faculties right now. I dare not open my eyes any more than slits. It isn't exactly important I see your face.
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Adryon had the most amazing dream the other night. I wish she would put it here because I loved hearing her describe it. I have way too much fun with her and Ingraham. I swear that Adj and I share the same brain. She says shit to me that makes me double over laughing like a mess case even while we're just shopping at walmart or whatever. I seriously have to make myself put it away for later to laugh at because its just too much sometimes. I contemplate moving but the only way I'd ever go is if she was with me. We have always said take me with you since we've met and always meant it. Ulla is one of the loves of my life. 6 year love affair ever morphing ever strange ever amazing.
